I Love Him, Not?
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I hate him. I hate everything about him, the way he talk, the way he walk, the way he smiles, the way he stares. I hate his guts, He doesn't have goals, He doesn't have dreams. He's totally an opposite of me. Pero kahit anong gawin ko, Kahit anong takbo, Kahit anong iwas I always end up with him.
F*ck Traditions, F*ck Him.
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Makakayanan mo bang makita ang taong minsa'y minahal ka ng todo na ngayo'y masaya na sa iba? Makakayanan mo bang makita siyang masayang-masaya sa iba? Na para bang wala ka nang ginawa sakanya kundi ang saktan siya. Naramdaman mo na ba na hindi ka niya deserve dahil mas deserve siya ng ibang babae? Minahal ko siya ng todo. Kahit niloko niya ako ng ilang beses ay tinatanggap ko parin siya. Okay lang sa aking ang on and off relationship namin. Hanggang sa isang araw, wala na talaga. Sumuko na siya sa akin. Sobrang nasaktan ako na hindi ko maexplain kahit anong way. It's worse than dying. I'd rather die than feel this pain. Pinagdasal ko na sana magkasakit ako. Maybe in that way he'll notice me again and find me fragile. He'll come back to me to take care of me. But this is reality; we can't have everything we want in just a snap of a finger or a blink of an eye. Life won't flow the way we want it to be. And these are my journey without him.
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