The Thoughts of the Lost
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Last published Wed, Jul 1, 2020
These are the thoughts of the lost. The thoughts of the people who never knew what to believe. People who saw the world as a puzzle or as a dream or a nightmare, as a realm of infinite possibilities or a world that they are seeing from the outside, as a broken thing they could figure out or fix.
Going through the diaries of three children, living through the hell that is high school, through hormones and feelings and figuring out they are.
Ally: The girl that everyone wants. The girl every boy wants to take home to their parents or bedroom. But little do they know what goes through her head every time one of their hands wanders just a little too low. Or that she just might have feelings for the one person everyone hates. Can she start believing in herself and show people that she isn't everything they think she is?
Austen: The misunderstood guy who only wants to make those he cares about proud. He does everything, but nothing ever seems to work. Everything he does seems to be wrong. Can he figure out who he really is and show people he's everything everyone thought he wasn't?
Jamie: The girl that felt that she didn't belong anywhere. She's invisible, a nobody. Eyes went over her at parties, no teachers called on her in class because not even they noticed her. Can she make her voice finally heard through the pages of her diary?
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Her brows furrowed. "You look like you have something specific you wanna ask me." The tips of Liam's ears turned red at Emma's very accurate observation. "I, uh... I usually just bullshit my way through projects, so I have no idea what the hell I'm doing." The corners of Emma's lips formed a small smile. Liam arched his brow. "What are you smiling at?" Her smile widened. "Nothing." Ever since Emma started going to Silver Creek High, she's been bullied over her discolored eyes. It all started when a boy brought attention to her in biology class one day, laughing at her and calling her a "freak" while the rest of the class laughed along with him. She never looked at him or saw his face; she just ran out of the room crying. She was now an outcast labeled as a freak and she wanted nothing more than to just disappear. She felt she had no purpose in life. Until her sophomore year when she fell in love with Liam, the guy every girl wanted; the guy every dude wanted to be. He had stolen her heart and she now wanted nothing more than to be with him. Unfortunately, Liam seemed to want nothing to do with Emma. He seemed to be straight up avoiding her. They never interacted for 3 whole years. That is, until now in their senior year, when they get paired up for a school project. The two must put their differences aside and try to work as a team. But as they spend more time together, feelings grow deeper, and secrets start to rise to the surface. Warning: Contains mature language, sex, and topics of bullying, sexual assault/harassment, self-harm, and suicide
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