Widowed Petal

I was the leader of our social group.
But unlike other leaders who were good at socializing, I'm the opposite.
I don't like talking to other people especially my opposite gender-the boys. Because, I think I'm kinda awkward.
Then this time came that all of them have their own relationship and I was the only one that was left behind. Like the flower with 5 petals, I became the widowed petal🌸