19 And Cold
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  • Reads 2,071
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  • Parts 25
  • Time 3h 48m
Ongoing, First published Sep 05, 2018
Mature
"Do you know who I am? No well let me enlighten you. I'm the beast in the night. The monster under the bed. The killer who all killers fear. They tried to break me once and that was their mistake; they didn't want a monster they wanted to break me but they just unleashed the beast that was always inside, lurking, waiting but now that beast is free and I have no intention of reining him in."

"I was broken. Broken by the person I loved more than anything in the world but now I'm beyond broken. It's a kill or be killed world out there and I won't let this world take me down too."

"Who am I; I could not say. I was thrown down here into this dark pit and I can't claw my way out. I can't be free of this hell I'm in, I need to escape before this hell kills me but I just don't know how."

"I thought I knew who I was, what they meant to me but now I don't know. The lines are all blurring together and now all I see is grey. I know I'd kill to protect the people I love; I just don't know who they are anymore."

(Warning Mature Content!)

Linked To:
Nobility Of Faith
Never To Always
Fool's Game

Prequel To: Yin & Yang
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