Break Your Heart, Mend Mine

I always dreamed of a simple and quiet life. With no ups and downs, just a smooth narrow quiet path.
We all know I might as well hope for me to be the Queen of England.

I am a nineteen year old girl who is about to go to university. I havent had an easy teenage life,and it's safe to say it isn't getting any easier.
I always fancied the quite life. Get a boyfriend that will love me for the plain girl I am. We would go to night walks,long drives at night with no particular destination. Just free willed and in love.
But no... the world other plans for me. My first ever real relationship ended in the blink of an eye for no good reason. Leaving me shattered,broken is an understatement. He destroyed my heart. From then on I decided to keep my ecpectations and fantasies just that, a fantasy.I still believed in love, but just not for myself. I tried my best to make happiness for others much as I could. And I was doing just fine, very fine, up until that one time when I was trying to play hero as always and ended up into a mess so perfect yet so forbidding.