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In love with a gangster {Complete}

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Time 1h 35m

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"I dont love you!" Thomas yelled, dropping the sweet act. "All of this?! It was a set up! All I needed was information, when and where your next raid was. The police patterns and what they looked for. You never...you never meant anything to me!"

I stared up at him, tears collecting under my eyes.

"But...but you..."

Thomas reached for me.

"Alexander I'm so sor-"

I took a step back, balling my fists.

If this was a set up, then that meant I knew nothing about the man in my house. 

That...that made him a threat.

"Leave."

Thomas glanced at my face, down to my hands, and back up to meet my eyes. Some sort of...acceptance falling over his features.

"I'll see you around, Lex."

I shook my head, biting my lip.

"Hopefully not. Cause after this-" I pursed my lips as I stared Thomas down. "-after this. You are once again one of the most wanted men in the city. I will have no choice but to turn you in."

Thomas nodded, turning towards the door.

"Goodbye, Alexander."

I stared at his back, now letting the tears stream freely down my face. I wasn't going to say goodbye. I couldn't, because that would mean I had accepted letting him go...and I hadn't.

He sighed and opened the door, walking out. Before the door completely shut though, he turned to me, but only for half a second.

"I'm sorry." He whispered. 

The door clicked close and I squeezed my eyes shut, allowing a small sob to escape my lips.

"I am too..."

Everything we had done together, everything we had been through.... how did I end up here?All Rights Reserved

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