In love with a gangster {Complete}
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"I dont love you!" Thomas yelled, dropping the sweet act. "All of this?! It was a set up! All I needed was information, when and where your next raid was. The police patterns and what they looked for. You never...you never meant anything to me!"
I stared up at him, tears collecting under my eyes.
"But...but you..."
Thomas reached for me.
"Alexander I'm so sor-"
I took a step back, balling my fists.
If this was a set up, then that meant I knew nothing about the man in my house.
That...that made him a threat.
"Leave."
Thomas glanced at my face, down to my hands, and back up to meet my eyes. Some sort of...acceptance falling over his features.
"I'll see you around, Lex."
I shook my head, biting my lip.
"Hopefully not. Cause after this-" I pursed my lips as I stared Thomas down. "-after this. You are once again one of the most wanted men in the city. I will have no choice but to turn you in."
Thomas nodded, turning towards the door.
"Goodbye, Alexander."
I stared at his back, now letting the tears stream freely down my face. I wasn't going to say goodbye. I couldn't, because that would mean I had accepted letting him go...and I hadn't.
He sighed and opened the door, walking out. Before the door completely shut though, he turned to me, but only for half a second.
"I'm sorry." He whispered.
The door clicked close and I squeezed my eyes shut, allowing a small sob to escape my lips.
"I am too..."
Everything we had done together, everything we had been through.... how did I end up here?
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