Blank Face (Ticci Toby x Reader)

My emotions are trapped inside of me. I try to express them freely. I've tried for years, but I always fail. The kids in my school call me Blank Face. They sing and mock me. They think that I don't care. They think that I am an empty vessel rather than a person, but they are wrong. I am empty only on the outside. They don't understand. They never will.
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I've watched her walk around in the woods with her friends many times. Emptyness. That's all I see in her face. Plain. That's all I hear in her voice. At first, my intension was to kill her. But then something happened that changed everything.

*Strong language*
This is my first X Reader fan fiction. So I don't have any experience in this kind of thing. But it will be good to try something new. (I know that Toby twitches/ticks, I'm just too lazy to put in every twitch he makes. He ticks throughout the whole story, it's just not in writing.)
Key:
Y/N- your name
E/C- eye color
H/C- hair color
F/C- favorite color
F/B- favorite book
________- time skip