All couples fight right? But they make up... until one day when they realize it's not worth it anymore. People always say that as soon as a man lift their hand to a woman they aren't a man anymore... but does the same thing works if you are a man? I know he loved me, it was just the alcohol talking when he raised his hand and hit me, it was just me who was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I made him leave me, I wasn't good enough for him. I probably never will be good enough for anyone. This is the beginning of the end. TRIGGER WARNING: ABUSE, SUICIDE.