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The Darkness Inside

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Reads 162
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Parts 9
Time 30m

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Mature theme warning!!!

This story is about a girl who feels really lonely. When she gets mad she can lash out. She has problems with making friends and allowing people to get to know her. 

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As for the sweater.. I'd have to fix that another time and hope people don't notice it. I walked out of the bathroom and slowly to math as the demons in my head screamed at me. 'Great job, screw up. Was that your plan? To bleed and hope he felt bad for you!? You're such a stupid attention seeker. You're no freaking different than anyone else.' "I hate you." I said quietly. To my thoughts. To my head. To myself in general.All Rights Reserved

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Fake A Smile (Lava - ColexKai) by Koglea

Ever since Kai's parents left her and her little sister, Nya, she's done everything in her power to make sure she had a good childhood. Unlike her little sister, she wasn't blessed with intelligence, so she dropped out of school and only sent Nya, who could have a bright future for herself. Kai knew the basics of everything from her time at school that taught kindergarten to sixth grade. She stopped going around third grade so she could focus on the shop and learn to be a blacksmith like her father so she could start earning money. But since she didn't have a mother to tell her about bodily functions or a father to tell her what not to do, she figured it out on her own through fuck ups and injuries. She never told anyone all of the things she put herself through. She didn't want their pity. She didn't want their help. Until one day when it all came too much, she finally spilled to everyone what she went through for Nya. Told them what she did to herself to help with the pain. ~ Happens sometime before the merge/dragon rising. No specific timeframe. (Sorry if that's a spoiler) No cover I did post this on Ao3 under Koglea. Warnings: Self-harm Blood Smut Depression Self-esteem issues

Untitled Fears by Liv1844

I was close to dying if not from my sister. I went from bitches at school to my alcoholic, addict abusing mother. Then my best friend decided he wanted stop be part of the crew that cries for me to give me another reason to live. I didn't want another one but...it feels nice. Warning: This is rated MATURE for a reason. Mentions of cutting, abuse, alcoholism, bullying, gayness, and Gacha pictures because they help me visualize my characters better. If any of these things make you uncomfortable, get the hell away from my story, no one said you had to sit here and read this. I am not a professional writer but I did try with what my pain and emotions gave me. The entirety of the story is explained over time so if you want to sit and read, be my guest. Our protagonist is Ryan and let's just say he's gonna go through hell and back.

Mr Possessive ✅ by amanjotkaur406

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The Mad House Is Where I Belong by felicityderos

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