A way back into you
- LECTURES 114
- Votes 22
- Chapitres 4
I hate her voice i hate her smile i hate her face i hate her existence it reminds me of someone
Someone I supposed to forget
The girl who broke my heart
The girl who made me believe that love doesn't exist
And it makes me sick every time i see her
I want to forget the pain i felt but how when it reminds me so much of her
But somehow
Part of me wants to see her smile
Wants to make her laugh
Wants to hear her angelic voice
I want to comfort her when she's sad
Because it makes me feel satisfied
Is it weird
Can you love the person you hate at the same time?
Can hate turn to love?
Though I still hate her...
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