"..I hate him so much.. his name is pain for me.. I don't want to see him again.. for me to move on.. to forget this stupid feelings I've been hiding for since when and where it started.." Yan ang lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko. But then.. ako pa rin ang talo.. kahit ilang beses kong lagyan ng gabundok na pagitan ang distanya ko kay Jared.. he still finds his way to me. And habang lalo akong umiiwas.. lalo syang lumalapit.. lalo lang akong nasasaktan.. lalo lang akong nababaon sa sakit na paulit ulit nyang ginagawa. Having this situation at my best buddy is not normal. But even how much I hated him.. I cant lie to my self.. I secretly loving him so much.. Im Migz.. ..hate me for being stupid!!!
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