Tell Me You Love Me (Jamilton)
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Alexander Hamilton is in college with his childhood arch-nemesis, Thomas Jefferson. Even though he was so badly bullied by Thomas and his friends, Alex developed a crush on Thomas. But Thomas didn't feel the same. He actually hated him. When he found about about Alex's crush, things went downhill for the both of them. Alex was constantly sick. Will he die from his newfound illness, or will Thomas help him and keep him alive?
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My name is Alyx, and I would like to set a few disclaimers before we start. First, this story has trigger warnings. Suicide, bullying, self harm, and many other things.
Second, this is not my first fanfiction, but it may seem like it. If i make any grammatical or spelling mistakes, comment or message me and i'll fix it. The au's used in this story are hanahaki disease and modern day au.
One more thing, this will handle extremely sensitive topics. Read at your own risk.
<Cover art by Caw-Chan on Tumblr>
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