poetry attempts

let's start with saying i'm not that good with words. most of the time i find it pretty hard to express myself through means of language. but, on rare days, i manage to pour some of what i feel on paper (er, computer screen?). this book is the effect of that. it mostly touches on subjects of anxiety, unrequited attraction, the feeling of not being good enough/not doing enough and other things i, and a ton of other people experience. so i hope you give this sorry excuse of poetry a chance and, maybe, relate to some of it? thanks.