my life is mayhem
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Ongoing8m
Last published Thu, Jun 6, 2019
this based of a true story which is still happening right now so if it gets to a point where I haven't published in a while then its probably cause it hasn't happened yet. the main purpose is just to tell people my story but it also can be used as a form of entertainment for those realistic readers out there. I hope u enjoy this book and I apologise now for my bad spelling and grammar because I know im awful no matter how hard I try.
also I would like to say that this book does have chapters containing things like self harm and suicidal thoughts so anyone who is fragile or gets easily depressed I advise you don't read this book. furthermore some of the choices made by characters in this book are stupid and anyone in the same situation as them should not make the same mistakes that they did.
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