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Because of me

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Time 1h 35m

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adopted daughter depression diary friendship mother murder paralysis paralyzed romance suicide teenfiction teenpregnancy

My mom died because of me. 
And she's the reason today, I'm going to take my own life. 
But before I talk anymore about that, you should know a bit about us both.
She wasn't like me. She was popular. Am I'm definitely not. But she made mistakes. It was these mistakes and one paralyzing accident that begun the trail that lead to her inevitable suicide. And my 18th birthday was the day my deceased mother decided would be a good day to take me through the harrowing events that took place along this trail. 
Through the words in her diary, I relive my mothers last few years of life... which leaves me contemplating my own.All Rights Reserved

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Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.