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BitterSweetPancake

anxietydisorder bittersweetpan brother father help idkwhattodo insomnia mother no nonfiction notfanfiction selfdestruction society

"My mom is anxious.
My dad is an insomniac.
My brother is self destructive."

"I am envious.
I am hypocritical."

"I grew (and am still growing) in a society that seems perfect."

"Am I the worst person in the world, or is that just me being obnoxious and self obsessed?"

"I hate that I'm so self aware, and that I think/know everything going on."

"I feel like if I waltzed through life, thinking everything was alright, (even though it's not) I would be better off.
Or would I?"All Rights Reserved

anxietydisorder bittersweetpan brother father help idkwhattodo insomnia mother no nonfiction notfanfiction selfdestruction society

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