And His Tears Were Rain (FTM)
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Last published Thu, Sep 13, 2018
Benjamin Jay Cline is a nobody.
A nobody with Clinical Depression and Gender Dysphoria.
As he struggles to unlock his soul, he must first find the key, and then the key hole.
Nothing is easy, especially when your real life has only just begun and you have to fight for it.
Mateo doesn't really expect to live past October, and while dying in spooky season isn't the worst of fates, he's trying his best to avoid it.
These two personalities clash in a story raw enough to make the sky cry.
A story written by an FTM for FTMS.
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