Lost In My Head
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Last published Mon, Feb 27, 2023
"This is something that I hope no one will ever see,
because this one thing.....
Just this once,
I wish to treasure for only me"
★★★★★★★★★★★★★★
A book of poetry and prose,
and the general musings
of my fucked up mind
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