Beauty in Chaos
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Ongoing9m
Last published Tue, Jan 8, 2019
"In the start they had been unbearable, but now? Now she quite enjoyed them, she had become addicted of their presence. Addicted of the pain."
- An experimental novel about the addiction and beauty in pain.
Written to give a thoughtful perspective of the ups and (mainly) the downs of life.
I hope you like this story made by me,
I would appreciate it if you'd leave comments constructive feedback for improvements.
~ Alida
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