River blue
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Last published Sun, Feb 24, 2019
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I want to touch him, but he feels so far yet so close.
I want to kiss him but the fear of rejection keeps tugging me.
I want to be with him.
But what if his presence become sickening?
Or his loss becomes a weight on me?
I want this journey to end in a happily ever after.
But there are barriers, bumps on the road, I can't seem to overcome.
Yet he makes so minimal effort.
Surely the barriers are the for a reason, because everything happens for a reason.
But this ain't only about me. What must he be thinking?
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