Mac Miller got killed

Mac Miller died of a drug overdose, that's one way of saying he was killed by those who hide behind the curtains, those are the ones who kill young stars. I was almost killed by a drug overdose, and after i survived the whole drug overdose. I told my self to breathe, keep waiting for morning because the sun was my ally and savior. Sometimes it felt like I would of been dead too, if I did not wait for the sun to rise. It was like battling set. Also the watchers, or this type pf species (aliens) also did a lazer surgery on my brain while I was clearly overdosing on those pills. It was not my choice to take them. Clearly there was people trying to control my mind making me try to kill my self, It felt odd and unreal like why would i lay in dirt or throw dirt at my self. it was a weird experience in 2017. But if the aliens would of treated me I would of been dead or rotting from it, but I came around. After the contact I have developed more psychic abilities. I can be pretty powerful at times but am trying to be aware of my emotions and who I am or how it works. I don't want to use my mental powers, and know it is wrong to use them in public. But part of me wonders a lot. Almost dying in a hospital is scary, or almost dying on the ride to the medical centre. I bet there are people who see me as a demon or ghost but they are wrong. I was saved by Jesus. I saw him under the moon high above. then after that saw other stuff. I can turn my self invisible but have to practice it, disappearing. It's scary watching your sel fade out of sight like seeing your hands and arms disappear. it's in the breathing.
I remember one time hearing this stupid chick say under her breathe why can't you die. How rude, it's okay she was trash. I have great sensory abilities too. Can detects threats in the air, sky, even feel when I am being microwaved.