DBH | Incompatible hearts (Simon x Markus)
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my name is simon, i am the the former leader of the android organization jericho. i say formal because the new leader is named markus. i made him leader because i felt something about him that made me believe that he could be a better leader than i could ever be. to be honest, i think i did the right choice so far. i do see that he struggles at times though. considering that two other members, josh and north, always push him around with different choices. josh is wanting peace between humans and androids with no voilence involved. north is the complete opposite. she wants the chaotic choice with any war nessicary. they are both like the angel and devil on his shoulders. i don't think it should be this way though. i want markus to be happy about the choices he makes that are either right or wrong to his perspective. though he doesn't listen to me that often. he just goes with josh and north while i just stay behind. i want to spend more time with him. something about him makes me feel... comfortable when we are together. i just want him to stay here with me for a longer time than he usually does. he makes me feel so... alive.
could this be the feeling of love?
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