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DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

It's my first fanfic, I'm sorry in advance. Basically a high school au where Dan and Phil are in different French classes, and the school has a limited budget, so they have to share textbooks with someone in another class. Surprise (you guessed it) Dan and Phil end up sharing, and Phil leaves himself little notes in the textbook, which Dan finds. You have to read to find out the rest, mofos.

Elena has just been hired as an executive secretary at a large tech company. Specialized in making security systems and chips. The CEO of the company is known to be a very dominant man. Elena is not the first executive secretary the company has seen. Most quickly resigned because they could not work with Mr. Smith. It's her first day. Elena takes a seat at 7:45 am behind a desk near the door of the CEO's office. Mr. Smith's office. She is nervous about meeting Mr. Smith. She doesn't want to make any mistakes on her first day. 7:59 am. The elevator doors open. She looks straight into the bright blue eyes of a man who is talking loudly on the phone. In his hand a leather briefcase. His dark blue uniform matches perfectly with his dark brown hair and bright blue eyes. Elena is distracted for a moment. If he had looked at Elena for even one second, he would have seen her staring at him in admiration. But he doesn't even notice her. He immediately walks to the door to enter his office. The only thing he snaps at her while on the phone: "Espresso please." and during those words he throws a stack of papers on her desk. The first day with Mr. Smith has begun... ~~~NB! There will be some spelling and sentence structure errors. English is not my native language. Please correct where necessary~~~

He took a deep breath. Than began to lower his hand further south, down my neck, stopping at my cleavage. He took an even deeper breath, closing his eyes tightly for a moment. "I'm going to have to teach you how to behave." He whispered softly in my ear and the next moment his lips hovered above mine. We were a millimeter and a millisecond away from something that could have been, I believe an passionate kiss. ----------------------------------------- After her father left her with his gambling debts and mafia who blackmailed her head, out of despair, Ocean Bailey agrees to the offer of the ruthless CEO Kaden Ward to give birth to his heir. What will emerge from the nights full of hidden passions?! Not such an ordinary story. Passionate journey, full of twists and turns. Warning: mature content Started: 23.12.2020. Finished: 08.04.2021.

This is a work of fiction. It may include: violence, intense sexual contents, and vulgar language. If any of these actions may bother you don't read this fanfiction. _______ Copyright belongs to Wattpad user: sorryimhope, anyone using the plot and/or characters will be fined. if someone is using my story please tell me.

"It's like you're a whole new person when you forget to be afraid. And that person you become, he's free." ☾❀☽ When Phil was ten, he got lost in the woods, and was found by a strange winged boy with a secret that not everyone could see. The pair fell in love, only to have their memories of each other stolen away from them forever. Years later, the short and shy Phil Lester meets the tall and sarcastic Dan Howell who wears a flower in his hair and seems to be hiding something. For a reason that neither of them can explain, they are drawn to each other. {This fanfiction is relatively safe} NO suicide NO depression NO self harm NO eating disorders It does have some minor triggers, including bullying, and slight anxiety. Message me if you need specifics, and I'll let you know. Stay safe.

I stood there, looking blankly at the most idiotic person I had ever seen. And I think it is impossible to find another one like him. At least 'I' am not an idiot to go looking for an another idiot when I already have one in front of me. He smirked. only smirked. Wish I could wipe it off his face. But...... He is my so-called Boss!! My ass. ''Your pretty ass made a mistake to mess with me, miss Jones.'' ''Your stubborn ass made a mistake hiring me, Mr. Williams.'' ''And I warn you, I can be a child if I want to.'' I walked around the table and leaned, resting my palms on the arms of his chair. His smirk fell. ''And I warn you, I can stoop to the level of a child. I will make you regret your choice.'' With a smirk on my face, I straightened and walked out of his office. ********************************* Ever heard of a flirty, cheerful CEO and his to-the-point, tempered PA? Well, here's one.

Needs to be heavily edited lmao (first wrote when I was like 15) Now, I'm alone with the beast . He stares into my soul causing me to gulp. "You're going to do something for me." He rounds his desk, coming to a stop in front of me. His body towering over my seated self. I look forward facing his crotch, the bulge in his pants making itself known. I make eye contact with him, an evil smirk, he says one word, "suck." .... Grayson Black is the definition of playboy. Unfortunately when owning a large and successful company, image matters especially when your only 27, so he decided to 'commit' himself to a relationship to prove that he's changed his ways. Except the woman he 'commits' himself to is his assistant. When feelings begin to grow on one end and there's a secret surprise on the way, what happens? #15 in romance #1 in employee #2 CEO #1 baby #1 fake love #1 in love life

(Y/N) has been friends with the Lester family for years. At the funeral of your best friend, you finally meet him, Phil Lester. The one member of the Lester family you never met. Your parents persuade Phil to move into your flat because they are convinced that you are becoming depressed. You try your best to ignore him. He tries his best to try to make you happy. - *she/her pronouns are used in some chapters* - Gifs inspired by @Hanisnotonfire07

This is my first fanfic I ever attempted writing so I'm sorry it sucks Dan has a bad life and is constantly looking for the positive and usually comes up short... Until Phil. Dan is believed to be a grumpy badass by most. There is some truth to that. But, under the surface he is a sweet and happy guy. Phil has a happy life but can never seem to find true happiness... Until Dan. Phil uses the illusion of happiness to hide the true darkness within him. When the two have a chance encounter, their lives change forever. Phil colors Dan's world in ways he never thought possible. And Phil realized that maybe he didn't need to hide. Triggers: attempted suicide, depression, and boyxboy (is that a trigger?)