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Inside the mind of me

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badboy bullying cliche darkpast highschool mutegirl mysterious suicidalthoughts troublemaker unexpected

Will the boy be able to save the girl from her worst enemy, herself?
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Sarah Jeankins, daughter of Johnny Jeankins and the late Molly Jeankins. Sister of Gracie Jeankins. Once a happy bubbly little girl turned mute after her mother's passing has some secrets that no one knows and a lot of inner turmoil. She thinks herself as worthless, ugly and stupid, believing all the lies and rumors running around her head and the school. 

She was at her breaking point, ready to take the leap, when the school's bad boy joins the picture. Will Ryder West be able to save what is left of the true person that is Sarah Jeankins 
















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This is my very first story on Wattpad! I don't have an exact path that this story will take. I'm just going through as I write. I hope you find some fun in this story. And remember this story is from my own imagination and it is not based off of anything else. If there are any stories like this one it is merely an act of coincidence. Please do not republish my work for it is all my own. Thank you for reading! I hope I get you on the edge of your seatAll Rights Reserved

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