Unexpected Changes

I never planned of having this as my epilogue in my very first novel, "A Musical Love: For the Love of Sparks". I just wrote this when our English teacher told us to make an essay about Changes in Life and unexpectedly, my essay turned out to be "My Personal essay" and is very related to my novel that is still not yet finished. Our teacher read mine infront of the class and I was shocked. I didn't expect for it to happen, but it just did... Everyone in the class got touched when our teacher started to read my essay. I even cried while he was reading the saddest part.... I couldn't take it any longer and that all of a sudden, tears beagn to flow in my eyes... Yes, it was still hard for me and up until now, it still hurts everytime we see each other or even if we are just passing through each other.. I can't look at him straight nor him. It's as if we just don't want to see or be near to each other but on the contrary, we want. I do not know why or how,but I have to face the fact that nothing is ever permanent except to change.
To cut the long story short, this is the almost full part of my novel, "A Musical Love: For The Love of Sparks." I just don't know if I still want to finish our novel that I have started. It hurts everytime I bring back our past and write it down one by one, knowing that my heart is tearing apart into pieces.