My Heart Hates Me
Ryusensei2000
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  • Reads 667,209
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  • Parts 75
  • Time 7h 50m
Ryusensei2000
Complete, First published Sep 12, 2018
Mature
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"When the first snow hits the ground- Your wish will come true" 
A little girl from a small, unknown village in Germany, a little boy from the huge city of Tokyo in Japan-Their marriage was fixed before they opened their eyes into this world.

Tied down to each other, they are each other's prisoners. A prison they can't escape until death hits them-They make a paradise of nothing. After 25 years, they meet. He cheats on her, he hates her, he only makes her miserable, he wants her to disappear... Unless she finally does. They can't have each other.

"He has to die for her, for her to live for herself" 

They are wrapped up in someone else's webs and only the first snow can save them from this world where they don't belong. They fight, love, hate, break, they are hurting but they don't know why. All they know is that they are doing everything wrong-- Cause this marriage was never meant to be. But can Fate change when life and death collide and their hearts struggle to meet? Find out in this psychological thriller!

"Nobody cares unless you're beautiful... Or dead,"

Life is the art of dying
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"Why are you angry?" I asked him. "It's not like we're a couple." He stopped, and stared at me, boring my eyes with his emerald eyes. "If we are..." He paused, clenching his jaw, "then am I allowed to be angry?" I looked at him like he was insane. "Then we'll take it to that level." He continued. "I'm serious. I want you." Leizel Snow Garcia Waterstrings is not just fierce. She's more than that. Ending up as an ice cream worker in a local ice cream shop, it was her one step of becoming a strong and independent woman. And that's when a cold-hearted stranger came in view. Eion Aurelio Hudson. Out of seven billion people in the world, the two hard-headed people crossed paths, making her "strong and independent woman" facade slowly fall apart. With all the dramas, free food, forgotten birthdays, Robot handling, idiots around, and emotional crisis, will she be able to melt his winter heart with her blazing fire or will this fire be put away instantly? ''' ➖➖➖➖➖ One Blazing Head. One Winter Heart. Two Hard-headed people. A huge disaster. ***Cliche but with a twist***Not your typical story(I promise)** ➖➖➖➖➖ Book 1 of Heart Series # 194 in Teen Fiction #3 in Philippines #19 in projectbadassgirls #1 in firstpersonpointofview Copyright© 2018 by marshmallowssprinkle All rights reserved. Past editor: Shrutiluvbooks and sleepygrey

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