My Heart Hates Me
Ryusensei2000
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  • Reads 668,106
  • Votes 29,925
  • Parts 75
  • Time 7h 50m
Ryusensei2000
Complete, First published Sep 12, 2018
Mature
comedydarkdramafantasyfictionhumorjapanmarriagemysteryphilippinesromanceryusakuradathriller
"When the first snow hits the ground- Your wish will come true" 
A little girl from a small, unknown village in Germany, a little boy from the huge city of Tokyo in Japan-Their marriage was fixed before they opened their eyes into this world.

Tied down to each other, they are each other's prisoners. A prison they can't escape until death hits them-They make a paradise of nothing. After 25 years, they meet. He cheats on her, he hates her, he only makes her miserable, he wants her to disappear... Unless she finally does. They can't have each other.

"He has to die for her, for her to live for herself" 

They are wrapped up in someone else's webs and only the first snow can save them from this world where they don't belong. They fight, love, hate, break, they are hurting but they don't know why. All they know is that they are doing everything wrong-- Cause this marriage was never meant to be. But can Fate change when life and death collide and their hearts struggle to meet? Find out in this psychological thriller!

"Nobody cares unless you're beautiful... Or dead,"

Life is the art of dying
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My Idol's Kill Contract

35 parts Ongoing

On Tokyo, Japan there's a cold and serious professional assassin named Kage Ryunosuke. Everyday, he filled his life full of killings and bow towards the "Kage No Shakai" organization, which is an organization filled with many deadly assassins who works in the shadows of the society of Japan. Ryunosuke always been taught that to be an assassin, you have to kill your feelings. He feels that his life has no joy. Then one day, he watches a very famous idol of Japan called Sakura Aihara on TV. As he watches her performance on TV, he falls in love with her and that love becomes an obsession for him and slowly changes his life. 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 He becomes her #1 fan. Since then, he feels that he become much more alive for the first time in his life. But suddenly, the head of the organization called him and assigned him to assassinate Sakura Aihara. He surprised and has no choice, but to accept the assignment. He starts to hesitate. 😱😱😱😱😱 Should he kill his beloved idol that changes his life or otherwise????? 😱😱😱😱😱 And why Sakura Aihara becomes the organization's target?????????? 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

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