My Heart Hates Me
- Reads 670,425
- Votes 30,005
- Parts 75
MatureComplete Fri, Apr 3, 20207h 50m
"When the first snow hits the ground- Your wish will come true"
A little girl from a small, unknown village in Germany, a little boy from the huge city of Tokyo in Japan-Their marriage was fixed before they opened their eyes into this world.
Tied down to each other, they are each other's prisoners. A prison they can't escape until death hits them-They make a paradise of nothing. After 25 years, they meet. He cheats on her, he hates her, he only makes her miserable, he wants her to disappear... Unless she finally does. They can't have each other.
"He has to die for her, for her to live for herself"
They are wrapped up in someone else's webs and only the first snow can save them from this world where they don't belong. They fight, love, hate, break, they are hurting but they don't know why. All they know is that they are doing everything wrong-- Cause this marriage was never meant to be. But can Fate change when life and death collide and their hearts struggle to meet? Find out in this psychological thriller!
"Nobody cares unless you're beautiful... Or dead,"
Life is the art of dying
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
HER SHATTERED LIFE
📚Her Shattered life "In the ruins of her past, she found the man who could rewrite her future." Tropes & Themes :--> ╰┈➤ Mafia & business rivalries ╰┈➤ Protective male lead × Broken female lead ╰┈➤ Found family / Hidden Identity ╰┈➤ Long-lost sibling mystery ╰┈➤ Trauma, healing & love ╰┈➤ Slow-burn romance ╰┈➤ Dark secrets & hidden past ╰┈➤ Touch her and die ╰┈➤ Suspense & mystery ╰┈➤ Love at first sight ╰┈➤ Enemies lurking in the shadows ╰┈➤ Emotional scars ╰┈➤ Loyalty, betrayal & revenge ⋅⋅•⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅∙∘☽༓☾∘∙•⋅⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅• She had mastered the art of silence-of hiding bruises behind smiles and pain behind lowered eyes. But the night she chose to run, everything changed. He wasn't supposed to find her. She wasn't supposed to matter. Yet fate placed her in the path of a man powerful enough to protect her... or destroy her. What happens when two broken souls collide-one running from her past, the other chasing truths buried in shadows? Her life was shattered. His world was dangerous. And together, they were about to ignite a storm neither could escape. When a shattered life collides with power and secrets, love becomes both her salvation and her greatest danger. ⋅⋅•⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅∙∘☽༓☾∘∙•⋅⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅•
Loveless Marriage
"main rumika ko apne Ghar ki Bahu banana chahti hun (I want to make rumika the daughter in law of my house)" Shivani aunty asked mom while holding her hand. "Even if you force me for this marriage , remember that I will never give her the love of a husband" I replied angrily to my parents. " You know what ,that you trust outsiders more than your own people, that's why everyone leaves you hurting" she replied while crying. "I hate you with my whole heart Rumika Shah. If you had never met my family, i would never have had to take the oath to live my entire life with you " he held my arms tightly closer to him and said with deep red eyes. "Y-yugant p-please give me D-Divorce. You don't deserve me. Log kya sochenge ki s-sooryavanshi khandan ki Bahu ne u-unka naam kh-kharab kar diya (what will people think that the daughter in law of the Sooryavanshi family has ruined their name)." She said while breaking down, crying on my chest holding my shirt. "Please rumi don't leave me, i swear I will make everything right. Now you are my responsibility, I will never hurt you" I said while holding her dupatta stopping her from going. Arrogant CEO x Sweet girl. Dark past with a bright future. She was in love but he was forced to marry her. She fell first but he fell harder...Complete
MI PRIMER AMOR
"He thought he liked boys. She thought she'd never wear a dress. Love thought... 'Let's mess this up for fun.'" Meet Pierce Alvarez- Campus heartthrob. Rich kid. Certified soft gay. And oh... he likes boys. Or at least, he thought so. Then comes Dhea Faith Venice Santiago- Tomboy. War freak. Wala sa bokabularyo niya ang salitang pa-cute. Pero sa isang planong punong-puno ng kalokohan, bigla siyang nagbago-for him. Wig? Flew. Heels? Sinubukan. Puso? Unang beses niyang binigay... sa maling akala. It started as a fake relationship-pang-alis lang sa mga chismis at pressure ng magulang. Pero habang lumalalim ang drama, may nangyayaring totoo. At kapag umeksena na ang unang pag-ibig, walang gender-gender-lahat pwede ma-fall. In this rollercoaster of gender confusion, unexpected kilig, dramatic slaps, and high heels thrown across the hallway, Pierce and Dhea will discover that love isn't about who you were told to be-it's about who you become together. Isang gay guy, isang tomboy, at isang pusong ayaw na sana masaktan ulit. Mi Primer Amor -first love isn't always perfect... But sometimes, it's the one that saves you.Complete
A Beautiful Catastrophe - Book 1
If you're given a chance to live once more, will you take it? Even if... it comes at a cost? A dying woman reminisces on her short life and comes to regret not doing the things she likes - always sacrificing her own happiness for her family. On her deathbed, she whispers her wishes to a friend. "If only I could go back in time, I'll make sure to live my life for my sake and not somebody else's." Little did she know that her impossible wish would come true with the help of a mysterious woman. And in her second chance at life, she meets a certain problematic person... "Kaiden Ma" - a young and handsome genius who is also the richest heir in the East - has a little problem. One - he is way too grumpy; and two - he is mysophobic. With his family pushing him in a relationship, the problem escalated. For how can he possibly be in a relationship if he can't even touch anyone? Due to this, he is forced to look for a suitable "pretend" partner. "Senara Lee. I'd like to offer you a deal." "Hm? A deal? What deal?" "I need a fake girlfriend and you're the only one who's trustworthy enough to assume the position. Be my girlfriend for a year and I'll make one of your books into a movie." "For real?! You bet I'm in! Anything for my babies!" (babies - she's referring to her books, yes, she calls them her babies). And so, their hilarious and catastrophic game begins. Well, at least until the "Guardians of Fate" comes in. What will they do with this romance that wasn't supposed to be? And what is the cost of this new life she was given? 🌸 𝘼 𝘽𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝘾𝙖𝙩𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙝𝙚 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 🌸 ✅ A Beautiful Catastrophe - Book 1 🟨 A Beautiful Catastrophe - Book 2 🟥 A Beautiful Catastrophe - Book 3 - 4Complete
Various Stories "AL-MAE"
This Story I dedicated to my "Greatest Love"... Thank you for all of the "Memories" and "Emotions"... Go find your "True Love" and I hope your "Wishes Come True"... - ~ - ~ - ~ - This Story have a "Different Stories" and "Different Situations" in every Chapter's... But... "All Chapter's" are all connected to each other... It's a "Mystery" and "Puzzle" Story that you need to connect... - ~ - ~ - ~ - Author Note : I am a Filipino so my English words are not fluent. So, I apologies for the Wrong Grammar and Errors of words. But, I did my best to write this story in English. I Hope You Enjoy this story of mine...🤗 Don't forget to "Vote" and "Comment" in every Chapter's... Thank You...!!!🤗 - ~ - ~ - ~ - Story "Genre's" Main Genre = "Short Story" Secondary Genre = "Various Emotions" Supporting Genre = "One For All, All For One" - ~ - ~ - ~ - Story Begins = "June 2024" Story End's = "Sep. 2024"Complete
It's Snowing in Sapporo Again Today
A Christmas Market love story set in northern Japan. In the snow-covered streets of Sapporo, Christmas is a time of colorful illumination and festive cheer. But for university student Jun, the snowy season is a stark reminder of the tragic car accident that claimed his mother's life ten years ago. Since then, his father, Kazuya, has buried himself in his snow plowing business, clinging to a tradition of volunteering at the Munich Christmas market, a cherished spot of his late wife. Caught in their shared grief, father and son have drifted apart, losing touch with the true spirit of Christmas-hope, love, and connection. This year, an unexpected encounter with Binh from Vietnam ignites a spark of change: her infectious joy and unique perspective on life challenge Jun to view the world anew. Meanwhile, Kazuya is drawn to a kind-hearted postcard seller at the market, rekindling feelings he thought were long lost. Set in white winter Japan, this story weaves a tale of healing, Christian faith, and the rejuvenating power of love. As Jun and Kazuya navigate their emotional journey, they find that this Christmas might just offer them a chance to open their hearts once more and resurrect the true meaning of the season. "Christmas this year is going to be different, you'll see."
His Winter Heart (Book 1 of Hearts Series) Completed
"Why are you angry?" I asked him. "It's not like we're a couple." He stopped, and stared at me, boring my eyes with his emerald eyes. "If we are..." He paused, clenching his jaw, "then am I allowed to be angry?" I looked at him like he was insane. "Then we'll take it to that level." He continued. "I'm serious. I want you." Leizel Snow Garcia Waterstrings is not just fierce. She's more than that. Ending up as an ice cream worker in a local ice cream shop, it was her one step of becoming a strong and independent woman. And that's when a cold-hearted stranger came in view. Eion Aurelio Hudson. Out of seven billion people in the world, the two hard-headed people crossed paths, making her "strong and independent woman" facade slowly fall apart. With all the dramas, free food, forgotten birthdays, Robot handling, idiots around, and emotional crisis, will she be able to melt his winter heart with her blazing fire or will this fire be put away instantly? ''' ➖➖➖➖➖ One Blazing Head. One Winter Heart. Two Hard-headed people. A huge disaster. ***Cliche but with a twist***Not your typical story(I promise)** ➖➖➖➖➖ Book 1 of Heart Series # 194 in Teen Fiction #3 in Philippines #19 in projectbadassgirls #1 in firstpersonpointofview Copyright© 2018 by marshmallowssprinkle All rights reserved. Past editor: Shrutiluvbooks and sleepygreyComplete
Is this love?
A love story between two people across the world meeting in an unexpected way for the first time. At first, it seems hard to meet ends. One is busy, focusing on her studies. And the other is worried about problems going on at home. They both never had a normal life. And they both have never found love before. Will one unfortunate turn of events bring them together? Or will it make them fall further apart?
Truce in the Shadows
After the brutal rooftop battle to save Kei, Ayanokōji and Ryuuen are forced into a punishment neither of them expected-time together. What begins as forced cooperation slowly unravels into something much deeper. A near-death accident brings buried feelings to the surface. Ayanokōji starts to question the calm, emotionless life he's built, while Ryuuen-who trusts no one-finds himself pulled toward the one person he was supposed to hate. Then everything falls apart. To protect their fragile truth, they vanish. Now, on the run, they travel city to city, hiding in shadows, keeping their connection secret. But intimacy has a price. One final night together leads to something irreversible: the first time one of them says "I love you." When a stranger recognizes them and a mysterious ally makes contact, they must ask themselves: how far are they willing to go-for freedom, for love, for each other?Complete
TOXIC REWIND
"We were never meant to last... but we couldn't stay away." They met in high school-young, reckless, and hopelessly in love. When it all fell apart, they thought that was the end. But some love stories refuse to stay buried. When they find their way back to each other, it isn't the fairytale they once dreamed of. Love turns toxic, passion turns destructive, and together, they become the worst versions of themselves. How far will they go before they finally break for good? Or is this the kind of love that never really dies, no matter how much it burns?Complete
Chasing November
Two countries. Two lives dying to connect. Two people held together by little more than a computer screen. For Jamie, the puzzle pieces never seem to fit as he sifts through the trauma surrounding his mother's death. For Gen, her expectations are bleeding out as everyone around her takes shots at what little passion she has left. Faced with great distance between them and a deadline closing in, the ties that bind them together are stretched by every moment he persists in telling a lie: they've never met in person, but he's promised they will, come November. Can their relationship survive without the truth? What happens if November comes and goes with the promise left unfulfilled? Will uncertainty destroy them both? As their story unfolds, only the love they have for each other can bring their lives together, but closing the distance will not be easy. Nothing ever is.Complete
Kiss in the Chaos
"𝑪𝒂𝒏 𝑰 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒂 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔? 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓?" •••• "Only five months. Five months into this marriage, and we'll part ways." "You're-you're joking, right?" She stammered, her voice trembling, but he shook his head in denial. "Am I so ugly that you're cheating on me and are so desperate to divorce me, boliye, Ansh ji?" It was the only thought that came to her mind. Could he be cheating? Did he loved someone else? But why was he telling all of this now? He didn't answer her, but he felt a pang when she referred to herself as ugly. How could she, when every boy is after her? He himself had been waiting for her for the past 12 years. When he finally spoke, his words cut deeper than she had thought possible. "We were essentially forced into this marriage, Rooh. It has no future; you and I have no future. So, don't expect anything from me," he said as a lone tear escaped from his eyes. She couldn't speak; her world had shattered, and her emotions were in turmoil. It felt like her world had turned upside down. How would a woman feel when, on the very first night of her marriage, she was asked for a divorce, and her husband gifted her divorce papers? One promise that turned their lives upside down. How will they survive? Will they go through all the hardships together, or will they part ways midway? Join Rooh and Abhiyansh to know what destiny holds for them.
You and Me | ✓
𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑴𝒆 ••• "Did you know how I felt when I learned my wife wants to divorce me through a fūcking outsider?" He asked, his piercing gaze meeting hers through the mirror. His one hand was resting on her stomach, keeping her close to him while the other one touched her head. "This-" He moved the finger from her head to her heart. "-this-" He pulled her closer from his other hand. "-your whole fūcking being, belongs with me, get that?" He asked, raising her chin to make her look in the mirror. She should push him away, she should be telling him how much she hates him but she found herself nodding. "Words." He pressed. "Yes," She mumbled. "What's your name?" "Roop." "What's your name?" He asked again, pronouncing each word clearly this time. "Roop Mehrotra." "Roop. Amrit. Mehrotra." His jaw tightened, "Say it." "Roop Amrit Mehrotra." She breathed out, trying to get away from him but his grip was firm. "Right, and it's going to stay just like that." ••• Two people, one unwanted marriage. The question is, will they survive or give up without even trying? •••Complete
Maximus of Mine (A Novella)
"You are so afraid that love will destroy you, that you destroy yourself so that you could save yourself from the murderous hands of those that will never touch you anyways" You were gorgeous, but so was your possessive ex-girlfriend who didn't want you to move on to other women. But there you were, moving on to me, controlling the crowd as if everyone belonged to you. You have the power the fill this room with energy or take it all away; all with that crooked smile and a cigarette in your mouth. But... "Relationships are a hassle," Secret little encounters, the proximity of pristine emotions, bicycle rides, rainy nights, your face burns into my memory and I know that it is brave to love "You've made me realise I don't hate people. If there are people like you out there, then the world doesn't seem half bad of a place to spend a century in,"," I see the end to the chemistry we shared as we sat beside each other that afternoon with energy drink cans in our pale, sweaty fingers, just you and me under the Eucalyptus shade. Drying our sun-burnt bodies under the shade, I can smell your presence like the first time rain hits desert grains, my golden world runs azure and I look at you, And you were looking at me. "Now I understand why men lost their minds and fought wars for women. They must be women like you"Complete
Soft Silence
"𝐼𝑛 𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑠, 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑛." 𝘿𝙞𝙮𝙖 𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙖 is kind, too kind and strong in the way that makes people forget she bleeds too. Love was never expected, only endurance. So when her father asked her to marry she nodded... not out of hope, but habit. 𝙑𝙚𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙈𝙖𝙡𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙧𝙖, grew up in a home that taught him how to build empires but never taught him how to ask for a hug. Marriage was never part of the plan until a hospital room, a fading pulse, and the one man he could never disappoint whispered a final wish. Neither expected warmth. Neither expected understanding. And they definitely didn't expect comfort in each's other's silence. A tale of quiet yearning- an arranged marriage where silence becomes a language and love sneaks in when no one's looking. - M 💌
Sold to the Thakur's
#TOP 2 in India(1,7,8/8/25) #TOP 3 in india(1,6,14,15,16,17,18/8/25) #TOP 4 in India(10/8/25) DEVYANI A 18-year-old innocent girl, She loves her father more than herself and is willing to sacrifice anything for him But how will she survive the trauma when her own father sells her to the most ruthless man just to clear his debt, without even thinking twice? "A father who sees her as a curse, locking her inside the house for 18 years and telling the world she was dead. But how will she feel when she steps out for the first time-and fate takes a 360-degree turn?" RIVAN THAKUR He lives alone with his SON(Kaizan), hating everything about marriage and the family he left behind. But when he wakes up one morning to find himself HUSBAND to a frightened young girl in his family's haveli(thakur's haveli)-his world tilts. ______________________ He stepped closer, his towering frame caging me in. My breath hitched. His eyes-sharp, cold, merciless-scanned me like I was a puzzle that didn't fit. "You don't even know how to wear a bra?" he asked, his voice low, incredulous, and almost cruel. I didn't know what to say. I slowly nodded my head-no-because... I really didn't. No one ever taught me. No one cared to. I was standing there, shivering slightly, my fingers trembling, curling into the soft shawl I used to hide myself. His gaze was burning, stripping me down to my bare soul, and I couldn't meet his eyes. But his next words... or we can say actions... shocked me to the core. ----------------- Will he accept her as his wife? Will he destroy her for a decision she never made? Or will fate tie them together in ways neither imagined? 𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡ A dark, intense love story of two broken souls bound by force, fear... and destiny.
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥'𝐬 𝐔𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞
the Inked & Unwritten Awards (2026) Best Plot/ Concept and Best Mature Story 2nd Winner 🥈🥈 The Love letter legacy 2026/ Best Historical Romance 2nd Winner 🥈 The TRIQUETRA AWARDS Best Prologue 1st Winner 🥇🏆 The 22 degree Holo:Mini Awards:Best Romantic Gesture Winner 🥇🏆 Falcate: A Mini Awards: Best Chapter title 1st 🥇. Character name 3rd 🥉 GRAVEGLASS BLOOMS Readers choice awards-1st place Winner 🏆 The Reignited Verse Awards 2025 - 1st Winner🏅 with 4 other finalists. The Slowest Burning Romance Book of the Week Award 2nd Position 🥈 ----------------------------- What if the body you woke up in... had been murdered? She doesn't remember her name. She has no memories. All she holds is a strange letter, a new identity, and a body that doesn't belong to her. Reborn in the cold, lifeless body of a girl left beneath a cliff, she creates a new beginning for herself and steps into a world woven with secrets, betrayal, and blood-stained memories. But the deeper she digs, the more she's drawn to a cold, distant nobleman-one whose sorrowful gaze feels hauntingly familiar. All she wants is to make those phoenix eyes shine again. And all he ever wanted was his sunshine that vanished long ago. As shadows of the past rise, she must unravel the mystery of the body's death and uncover the truth behind a promise that refused to die. Can a reborn soul and a guilt-ridden man complete a vow once buried in tragedy-or will history demand its due once more? 🗡️ Mystery ❤️ Slow-burn romance ⚔️ Chinese Historical drama 🌑 Second chances and hidden identities
"THE SACRED BOOK"
{Kingdom Series #1} She always believed she had no one-until a group of unexpected strangers stepped into her life and filled the empty corners of her world. The dark memories of her dreary, haunted past began to fade. But as the saying goes: for everything you gain, something must be lost. There was one forbidden word she was never allowed to speak. Yet, will she risk everything for a man who effortlessly thawed the icy shield forged by her painful history-her frozen heart? How far will they go for each other? How much are they willing to sacrifice? What are they capable of doing in the name of love? Join me as we explore the deepest, darkest corners of their journey. - All Rights Reserved This book is a product of the author's imagination. All names, characters, places, events, and incidents are either fictitious or used fictitiously. Language: Filipino and English Book Cover Made By: @khurghtComplete
📚Her Shattered life "In the ruins of her past, she found the man who could rewrite her future." Tropes & Themes :--> ╰┈➤ Mafia & business rivalries ╰┈➤ Protective male lead × Broken female lead ╰┈➤ Found family / Hidden Identity ╰┈➤ Long-lost sibling mystery ╰┈➤ Trauma, healing & love ╰┈➤ Slow-burn romance ╰┈➤ Dark secrets & hidden past ╰┈➤ Touch her and die ╰┈➤ Suspense & mystery ╰┈➤ Love at first sight ╰┈➤ Enemies lurking in the shadows ╰┈➤ Emotional scars ╰┈➤ Loyalty, betrayal & revenge ⋅⋅•⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅∙∘☽༓☾∘∙•⋅⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅• She had mastered the art of silence-of hiding bruises behind smiles and pain behind lowered eyes. But the night she chose to run, everything changed. He wasn't supposed to find her. She wasn't supposed to matter. Yet fate placed her in the path of a man powerful enough to protect her... or destroy her. What happens when two broken souls collide-one running from her past, the other chasing truths buried in shadows? Her life was shattered. His world was dangerous. And together, they were about to ignite a storm neither could escape. When a shattered life collides with power and secrets, love becomes both her salvation and her greatest danger. ⋅⋅•⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅∙∘☽༓☾∘∙•⋅⋅⊰⋅•⋅⋅•
More detailsContent Guidelines