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The Mistakes I've Made

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Newly freshmen, Joseph Lee Johnson, has learned to live with his unusual gift. In fact, starting high school, he's learned to live with a lot of things, including his moms cancer, his anxiety, and his over thinking mind. But, in the midst of it all, he breaks one of his rules, and becomes friends with a depressed, Makayla Harmen. The question is, will he admit his feelings for her? Or run away from them? Will his mom survive? Will his friends? Will he?All Rights Reserved

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