My Impossible Love

When you tried to get closer, I moved away. When you tried to move away, I pulled you closer. I am a confused mess. My fear of abandonment could never let you in, but also did not want to let you go.The last time I saw you, I felt this happiness in my heart. I remembered how I loved every moment we shared together, sometimes doing nothing at all. Being around you made me smile like never before, and when the world let me down, you did not. This could not be happening now. It couldn't have taken me this long to realize the truth