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J'écris pour me libérer de certaines peurs que j'ai. Dans ce oneshot, vous entrerez dans ma tête, dans mes pensées les plus secrètes, dans ce monde qui est le mien, et dans lequel quelque personne pourrait se reconnaître. Je partagerais avec vous mes peur et mes craintes, par ce vide que je ressens de plus en plus souvent. 

Je tiens à prévenir que je n'écris pas pour l'attention, mais pour me libérer de mes peurs en les partageant de manière anonyme. Je précise aussi que je ne suis pas dépressive, chose qu'il me parait important de souligner.

 Sur ce, bonne lecture. C'est la première fois que je fais ça, j'espère avoir réussi à m'exprimer correctement, et qu'il n'y aura pas trop de fautes d'orthographe.All Rights Reserved

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Fml by hannah101gal

"Are you ok?" "What's wrong?" "Are you sad?" "Everything will be okay". Honestly, I'm not okay, what's wrong? Everything! And why am I sad? Because I can't handle anything anymore and NOTHING will be okay. I don't know why I always need to lie to everyone about me, it's not like they could understand anyways. Who's been by my side? Well people obviously, but none of them can know what I think! How I feel! How could they anyways, it's not like my life is a book that people can just read and understand... Who am I? An emotional girl who is exaggerating right now? Haha! NO. I'm actually Anne, and I'm fourteen. I guess that I'm a social teen, always looking happy and approchable. Well not lately...But you'll get to that part at some point. I'm an "average teen" like some people say. Well I honestly don't know. I'm always tired, depressed stressed, but some say that that's normal. Of course because my life isn't complicated at all...Maybe I imagine things? All these years and I've always kept things inside, of course I have friends, but they can't hear my thoughts and know everything in my pathetic life. So that's why I've decided "Well why not write in a diary? Maybe it will help? Or something" I have no idea if it actually helps, but it might...At least it's something I can open up to. To talk about my suicidal thoughts, my depression, my self-harm issues and my eating disorder... On that note.... Bye.... Fml :) Anne

Replaceable Timelines: Book 1. [COMPLETED] by tolajo95

Paranoia... has become my constant companion. Ahh... Danny, what've you gotten yourself into? Thought I was doing something... thought I was gonna get better. Turns out it was all for nothing. I knew I'd be here again. Rock bottom's the only place for real pieces of shit like us... Like me. All that self-improvement didn't mean shit... Or I guess it did, or I wouldn't be here right now... Trying to fill those shoes, re-paint that grim portrait that haunted me... and I did, made everyone proud, even you mom... But it won't mean anything if I die out here. I thought those jumbled remnants of thoughts were the pull of my former self in a disassosiative amnesia from the drugs... Guess it was the pull of a much more treacherous force. I wish I could've lived my fantasy out and been happy.... At least you were, while it lasted. "Times almost up, they'll be here soon." TRIGGER WARNINGS: Crude humor, Illicit drug use, Drug overdose, loss of a child, suicide, bullying, traumatic events, Mature themes, graphic violence, death.

Quiescent Storms by zil_e_qamar

||C O M P L E T E D|| || A Mafia generic story, in addition with new aspects and divergence|| ||Slow editing|| ~*~ "I am pretty sure this is more than a coincidence, right Doctor knight?"He spoke out staring intensely in my blue contact lens and glancing at my black attired body.We hold each other's gaze for a pregnant moment ignoring every presence around us. "Indeed Sir,"I started calmly forcing out the sir,"The world seems quite round for us to meet in the underground ring."I added with an irony tone as our gaze remained locked.Fate indeed works in more coincidentally adverse ways than I am eager to confront and prepare myself for. ~*~ In the view of world,they'll look like successful independent humans who got their life set.But there's always more than the eyes meet. Two souls, two riddles,veiled with their quiescent storms and mysteries, unaware of their souls searching the same salvation of life.How long will it take them to knock off these storms into quiescent contentment? ~*~ 𝑯𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝑹𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔:- #1 𝒊𝒏 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒅 #1 𝒊𝒏 𝑼𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 #1 𝒊𝒏 𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒈𝒖𝒊𝒔𝒆 #1 𝒊𝒏 𝑴𝒂𝒇𝒊𝒂 #1 𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝑭𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝑳𝒆𝒂𝒅 #1 𝒊𝒏 𝑨𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏-𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 #2 𝒊𝒏 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 #2 𝒊𝒏 𝑮𝒊𝒓𝒍𝒑𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 #2 𝒊𝒏 𝑭𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒚 #3 𝒊𝒏 𝑰𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒏 • Don't try to copy mine or anyone's story.

Catch me if you can by classy_scorpio

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Savage Mafia Couple by maghee23

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