"Okay, so this is the third time this happened we can make a deal if you want to. We can have sex sometimes, no feelings, just sex and nobody will ever know. What do you say?", Calum suggested. "Okay, deal.", I agreed without thinking. Normally I would over think this, I over think everything but not this time. I wanted this. I wanted him. "Okay, see you soon then.", he smirked, put his shirt over his head and left me alone in my house. Before I could think what I could do, I sat down at my desk and started writing with the beginning "Dear Calum".