Shattered
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Ongoing15m
Last published Thu, Jun 26, 2014
No one cares anymore why should I, I'm sitting here crying my eyes out trying to put the pieces together but nothing's adding up. I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth living or should I blast myself?
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