Fix this

You know when u have the biggest crush ever on someone and they don't know it, well that's me I have this huge crush on this jock named Tony but I can't just walk up to him and say " hi tony I like u" NOOOO that's stupid well I did that to TONY, ughhh I hate life why can't I be normal for once... I have tony in 6 of my classes and every one, I sit near him!!! WHY????? Here u listen to my life and see if u can fix this...