"You don't understand Phil, and you never will," Dan says quietly, his voice trembling as he holds back a dam of tears.
"No, I understand completely," Phil responds, his voice full of rage and agony, "You left when the times got rough. You left me all alone with no explanation, and now you're back in town suddenly after a year of nothing! Why? Why did you come back?" Phil asks, his voice finally cracking under the pressure of his feelings.
Dan stares at Phil, his heart audibly breaking as he realizes what he's put Phil through. He gulps, before deciding to break his secret he kept for so long, "Phil...I left you because I was pregnant."
Phil blinks.
"What?"
This is a mpreg, meaning this contains male pregnancy and male birth. If you do not like this content, then please do NOT read.
Otherwise, please enjoy! This is not my first mpreg, and this is loosely based on my other Dan Howell/OFC pregnancy story "I Won't Give Up." It's not finished, but if you'd like to read it you can find it on my page.
"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life."
Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?