"You don't understand Phil, and you never will," Dan says quietly, his voice trembling as he holds back a dam of tears.
"No, I understand completely," Phil responds, his voice full of rage and agony, "You left when the times got rough. You left me all alone with no explanation, and now you're back in town suddenly after a year of nothing! Why? Why did you come back?" Phil asks, his voice finally cracking under the pressure of his feelings.
Dan stares at Phil, his heart audibly breaking as he realizes what he's put Phil through. He gulps, before deciding to break his secret he kept for so long, "Phil...I left you because I was pregnant."
Phil blinks.
"What?"
This is a mpreg, meaning this contains male pregnancy and male birth. If you do not like this content, then please do NOT read.
Otherwise, please enjoy! This is not my first mpreg, and this is loosely based on my other Dan Howell/OFC pregnancy story "I Won't Give Up." It's not finished, but if you'd like to read it you can find it on my page.
I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one?
Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true...
Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning.
Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me.
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Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.