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Sometimes

JackolanternCutie99

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Reads 166
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Time 1 hour, 9 minutes

JackolanternCutie99

confusion depression heartbreak highschool love

Sometimes. 

That is not a word Jordan Miller wants to think about. She'd rather have everything either all at once or not at all. Sometimes just doesn't make sense to her. 

No one seems to love her, to understand her, to be there for her. Her mind is a scary, dark place. No one knows about her thoughts or her suicidal attempts. She goes about life in her normal fashion, hoping no one will notice the bandages on her wrists. And if they do, that they'll believe the story about her slipping on glass. Most of the time, she covers them up with an oversized hoodie. 

She'd rather die than live life with all this pain. She'd rather just be taken away from everything that's ever hurt her. 

That is, until someone notices her cuts.All Rights Reserved

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Perfect On The Outside

She looks at me incredulously, "Love her?" "Panic attacks, stress disorders, and anxiety. What's not love?" I reply. Spencer Evans is broken. Though people don't realize it because she doesn't look it, she's broken. Almost completely. Now she's going to pull herself back together. To keep people believing that she's perfectly fine. Inside and out. --- Fair Warning: this story was originally written for an English class and it just went on from there. Some of the writing may not be the best, because it is unedited and was originally written back in 2015-16 so.. yeah. Also, it may have some swearing. [Credit for the cover goes to the lovely AstridOwen]