My life as a 14 yr.old mom

This is my actually life as a 14 yr.old who's a mom. I will tell you how my life was when my daughter Lila was still in the womb. It might be heartbreaking and there will be suicidal thoughts since i was suicidal at the time. And for those of you who might or might not be pregnant right now, I will give you tips on how you can take care of your child for your future. I will be updating this each week, if I don't, I might be in school since i will be going back in 1 week.