My Train Of Thoughts

Everytime I feel am being facing a difficulty in my life ,
a thought that hurts me,
a word that hurts me ,
ignorance ,
feeling lost ,
Hated ,
Betrayed ,
Fucked up ,
Suicidal ,
hopefull once again,
Used up ,
Alone,
everything that shakes " the Train to the Over thinking " am going to speak about it , maybe not detailed just depends on my situation at the time .

I am an OVERTHINKER in almost eveything that happens in my day
so it made it a habit to observe and complain internally about what annoyed me through the day , quietly and inside me I get hurted but always force a smile on my face and ignores talking about what makes me feel Down.

-Alyaa