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Diary

Foreign_Swaggurs

LECTURES 116
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LECTURES 116
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Chapitres 3
Durée 5m

Foreign_Swaggurs

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Okay here goes..

I basically made this story to express myself, and be relatable.. Kinda just for myself, but everyone is free to read.
This is about 3 girls who differ, but relate in many ways...

Three of us.. The first one being me.
Violeta Leon.. The one writing this while having an extreme breakdown for having no control over her life. The emotionally fucked up never happy one.

The second one being Kenya, the girl I've known for 9 years plus. My best friend.
The person who has been with me through everything. The artist.. Jimin fangirl.

And keyla!! Which is my other best friend. I've known her for about 4 or 5 years, I never actually talked to her though. Till last year. Which was probably one of the best decisions I've made in my life considering shes my only other best REAL friend. Suga fangirl.
 
The order is actually based from oldest to youngest.. but the actual story makes it seem as if I based it off emotional pain scales.. Ha-hah..

Anywho.. Enjoy this emotional wreck dump of mine... and feel the relation between us, my friends, self, and you 😊

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Mysterious Relation , écrit par jinhit01

Welcome or welcome back This is my first ever ff..I will try my best. hope you will enjoy. Tell me about it after you read it. Any advice so I can improve? Or your ideas and imagination for the next chapter. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Main characters *Lee y/n* She is a simple yet beautiful girl. She has a very cheerful soul. She enjoys very small moments of her life *Tae* Well you know him more than he does And then there are other friends *Jungkook, Jimin, Jin, namjoon, yoongi, hobi* *Baek Lily* She is a close friend of y/n *Alex* Class bully # credit to the real owner for clips, pictures and fanarts I'll using here.# 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 My Instagram id - https://instagram.com/ms_ritika.sikriwal?utm_source=qr&igshid=NGExMmI2YTkyZg%3D%3D (Don't hesitate to share your ideas or imagination... I love to create ff from your suggestion...dm me on Instagram)

Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️, écrit par ZaynismRules

***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences*** In which she looks for the purpose of life. Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible. With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness? * "So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit. His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that" "What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears. "Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek. I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place. "I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again. Why? There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add. Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.

ATROCIOUS | j.j.k ✔ , écrit par TaeMelon

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"Jungkook : I told you I will make you feel how hell look like" "YN : Well congratulations Mr jeon jungkook I feel there's no difference between hell and my university" "Jungkook : Were you making your heartbeats normal ? I warned you it's hard to resist my charms but falling for me doesn't bring happiness so better hold yourself back" "YN : There are multiple reasons for increased heartbeat so don't worry I won't fall for you. " "Fortune teller : Well not everything can be answered , but if you are asking involvement of two man then yes , who she gonna end up depends on their fate but sadly the fate is tangled in a very bad way , which will create numerous misunderstanding , hatred , love , desperation , tears , happiness or don't know what else ?" "YN :This is bullshit . i don't believe any of this." "Fortune teller : *smiles * It's all up to you , no one is forcing you to believe , but daughter keep one thing in mind you may think you have fallen for that person but deep down you will fall for someone for whom you can die for , one feeling is what you like falling for but the other one is something you never can get rid of ." "Jungkook : I MISS HER! I MISS MY SWEETHEART!" "Taehyung in his mind : Dear god if I don't have any future with her, can you please stop making me think about her?" "Taehyung : Love is painful isn't it?" "Jungkook : i miss the old you that used to care about me." "YN : you had me with your words you lost me with your actions." "YN : D-Did any flight take off ?" "Receptionist : Yes a minute ago ." That's it you broke down into tears , you fell on your knees , everyone around was looking at you worriedly cause your sobs were so loud . "YN : IS IT TOO LATE ?" Sneek peaks from my first book, read the whole book to find out what exactly happens? NOTE : THIS IS JUST A FAN FICTION NOTHING IS RELATED TO REAL LIFE IDOLS! Thankyou~~

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Don't Worry, I'm Here [VIXX LEO/ JUNG TAEKWOON] ~Currently Editing~

I have so many choices, but I don't know what to choose. Without people judging me. My Patience was enough. I wear a mask. The Unexpected came along. But sometimes I feel like everything is slipping through my fingers. I try to be happy, even though not knowing the way. The music and art became my escape hatch. They tell me I'm useless, not perfect, not smart enough. What people does not want to here. Their comment's sticking on to my head like a Post-it-Note. "They are Jealous, don't let them get to you." But still it hurts. Is there someone going to tell me the Opposite? Will my life stay in the dark? Will I see anything? DO NOT PLAGIARISE! This is my own work, which I put effort in. Please Respect. •Credits to all photo owners used in the Book Cover• •Completed•