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Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction

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fairytalefromthesky

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Note: I wrote this without proof-reading it, and I was twelve. Please bear that in mind.

Talking to you was surprisingly easy. Even though you won't reply to anything I say, I know you hear me. It's quite comforting actually. I had always loved talking to you, pouring out my thoughts, opinions, everything. Now that you’re gone, I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. It's just that I wish you didn't left me alone, Bailey. I blame myself for every single thing that you went through, if it wasn't for me, you would still be here. But no, I chose to be ignorant. I'm so sorry for that.All Rights Reserved

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Love... A Niall Horan Love Story by 11tay99

Dear diary, I don't really like the idea of writing to no one, but my therapist suggested it, so here I am. I'll just jump straight into it. I'm innocent. Plain and simple. I didn't do anything illegal, cause last time I checked, fighting with your brother is not illegal. I wish people would look at me normal again. Everyone looks at me with disgust now. Because, you know, I'm a horrible person. Can't one person have sympathy?I mean, its not like my life is a walk in the park you know. Whatever. I'm just going to go wallow in self-pity. Love... {This was my first fanfic, it's not good, please be nice}

My Medication // N.H. ✔️ by GxthLilith

I let his darkness in my life, letting that darkness take over my life too by falling in love with each other, ruining everything and making me into a monster I never saw becoming. ATTENTION! STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM, DRUGS, SEX, ABUSE, RAPE, MURDER AND OTHER SENSITIVE CONTENT.

saving niall ➳ z.h + l.s ✔ by weirdox

(completed) warning: contains self harm/self-loathing "Why do you keep hurting yourself like this?" "Because, Zayn, I deserve it." "Niall, you can't possibly believe that." "Everyone believes it, Zayn. Nobody will ever love me the way Harry loves Louis. The way Liam loves Sophia. The-the way you love P-Perrie." Niall whispered the last part. "I'll love you like that," Zayn whispered softly. * Niall is depressed, suicidal, lonely and mistreated by fans but Zayn is there to help. Book one in Saving Niall series. (Currently editing as of May 29, 2016)

Freed [N.H.] by _gottalovecats_

“I love you, Jess. Sure things might not be perfect right now, but they will be. One day you’ll accept everything that’s happened. And one day, you’ll be freed.”

I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

Alone on the water by PenguinLoverBitch

WARNING: This fanfic may be triggering. He was the one; I didn't realize it till now...till he was gone. My best friend Niall Horan has always been the smiley, laughing, care free kind of guy, but then I noticed something about him. Scars started to appear on his arms, more and more every week. And I noticed that the funny, care free boy I used to know, changed. His smile started to fade, and he did along with it. I did manage to help him, for a while he was clean. But he still wasn't happy. I never asked why he did it; I thought it was too personal. But I always wondered why? Why would he do that to himself? He was so handsome, and funny, I would even say perfect. And it wasn't until now, that I noticed how much I really loved him. I did anything for him, I got anything for him, I just wanted to see my friend happy again. The crazy thing was, he needed me to be there for him, but in reality I needed him to help me. I guess it wasn't enough, because one day everything in my life changed. This is the story of how I lost my best friend and the first boy I've loved. -end of prologue-

✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.

Remembering His Love // nh // complete by horanss

{ COMPLETED } I gave everything to him. Then, two years ago, he left me for his music. I loved him, he loved me. Now, I still love Niall Horan with every fiber in my being, but I also hate him with every fiber in my being. I gave him everything I could. My love, my mind, my life, and my heart. Apparently that, 5 years of friendship, and 3 years of dating meant nothing to him, and he left me with nothing but a broken heart and a goodbye note. Ever since, I haven't been the same. I'm broken and shattered, and it's all because of him. Even after all that he did to me, all that breaking and shattering, I still love him with all of my heart. But I hate him, too. I hate him so, so much for loving me, and then leaving me. The one thing that kept me going was that he promised he would come back for me. He didn't.

Don't let me go(niall horan fanficton ) by Ravi-lavi

Hi I'm Angela I'm 17 years old and I'm in the twelfth grade. I cut . I'm fat . I'm ugly . I'm worthless . I'm me .Everyone thinks I'm the one who is always happy but in the inside , im dying . I've been abused my whole life. I've been bullied since the third grade and I've been cutting since the 7th grade .I want it to be normal again,like it was in the past. I use to have a best friend but we grew apart . Now The only persons that helped, helps me get through this they don't kne that I exist . They're Niall,Liam,Louis,Harry, Zayn. Yeah I know it's corny but I love them . To you they might be gay ugly worthless but to me there my everything . they will always have apiece of my heart just for them.

The Bad Boy© (Niall Horan Fanfic) COMPLETED by bellebug23

Sometimes I feel as if I should receive an award for staying strong for so long. When it becomes almost habit to fake a smile everyday and to hardly ever cry no matter how awful I feel is tough. I make it through though. It's life. I feel like crying is a sign of weakness. I guess that's why I hardly ever cry in front of people or even alone for that matter. Only a few people can see the sorrow deep in my eyes. I hide it with laughter and a smile everyday. I'm good at hiding my true feelings and that's not always a good thing. I tend to bottle up my feelings until I burst. I either yell, scream, and fight or I just sit alone and cry for hours. I've only cracked to one person and she is my best friend. She's always been there for me and is like the little sister I never had, but always wanted. No one else has gotten through me yet. I don't know if anyone ever will either. Maybe someday ill find someone that can make my sorrow and pain go away. Maybe someday ill find someone who loves me for me. Maybe someday is sooner than I expect. Maybe it's right around the corner. Can she find love? Will that love be what she expects? Find out in The Bad Boy by bellebug23. Don't steal my story! This is 100% mine. If you find someone that stole it please report them to me after ranting them out and also reporting them! Thank you and enjoy:)*COMPLETED* ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @bellebug23©

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