Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction
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  • Reads 7,764
  • Votes 140
  • Parts 31
  • Time 51m
Complete, First published Jul 07, 2012
Note: I wrote this without proof-reading it, and I was twelve. Please bear that in mind.

Talking to you was surprisingly easy. Even though you won't reply to anything I say, I know you hear me. It's quite comforting actually. I had always loved talking to you, pouring out my thoughts, opinions, everything. Now that you’re gone, I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. It's just that I wish you didn't left me alone, Bailey. I blame myself for every single thing that you went through, if it wasn't for me, you would still be here. But no, I chose to be ignorant. I'm so sorry for that.
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93 parts Complete Mature

I let his darkness in my life, letting that darkness take over my life too by falling in love with each other, ruining everything and making me into a monster I never saw becoming. ATTENTION! STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM, DRUGS, SEX, ABUSE, RAPE, MURDER AND OTHER SENSITIVE CONTENT.