Her Tortured Feelings
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Ongoing14m
Last published Thu, Nov 1, 2018
I just wanted to make you smile
I wanted to do good.
So thanks for Believing in someone like me.
Dealing with these tears and wounds.
And Even if this road is far and dangerous,
Will you be with me?
Even if I fall and get hurt sometimes,
Will you be with me?
Don't think of anything
Don't say anything, not even a word
Just give me a smile.
But I still can't believe it,
All of this seems like a dream
Please Don't try to disappear...
Will you stay by my side?
Will you promise me?
If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break
I'm scared of that.
Will you stop the time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn't happened
I'm scared I'll lose you.
Like snow piles up, I remember what you gave me,
You gave me the courage to live.
I want to hold you one more time before you let go of me...
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