My demons

Mostly venting, most likely some poetry and short stories. I don't trust anyone enough to talk to about this anymore because I fear it'll only make them resent me so I think it's better to talk to no one here rather than doing it in my head.
This going to be about my hardships I have to deal with while living with severe bipolar disorder 1
(Warning: this will get strange and probably depressing as I will most likely write in here while in one of my manic episodes. You have been warned)