Numb

Do u ever feel so numb that the bruises covering your body don't hurt anymore?

That word is the only word that can explain the way I feel, Numb.

Numb to the point even the insults don't hit me as hard as they used to.

Numb to the point where even the punches don't hurt as much, it just feels normal, almost boring because of the consistency of it all.

Normal. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean, is my life normal? I wouldn't know.

When I look in the mirror all I see is a shell a person I once was, I never had the chance to live like a little girl.

I never was Daddy's little girl.

I was never Mommy's princess.

I was a kidnap case waiting to be solved. little do they know I been right underneath them the whole time.