Egzystencja Bólu
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Last published Fri, Sep 28, 2018
„Miłość jest marą, miłość jest szatanem.
Nie ma złego anioła oprócz miłości"
Powszechnie wiadomo, że nic tak nie karmi duszy poety jak niespełniona, raniąca i odbierająca chęć do życia miłość. Egzystencja Bólu to zbiór wierszy inspirowanych właśnie takim uczuciem. Raniącym, kłującym, ale istniejącym. Paradoksalnie autor sam nie cierpi katuszy. Jest neutralnym obserwatorem cudzego nieszczęścia. Kontempluje nad sensem tego dziwnego i niezrozumiałego uczucia, ale nie tylko.
Tomik przeznaczony jest dla ludzi szukających pocieszenia, kochających sadystyczny sposób bycia i mający dystans do siebie. Dla patrzących szerzej, potrafiących wyjść ze schematu, myślących niestandardowo. Czasem coś co na pierwszy rzut oka może wydawać się błahe, naiwne lub bezsensowne w rzeczywistości odkrywa przed nami nowy, głębszy sens.
Poezja nie może być zbyt prosta bo wówczas straciłaby ten tajemniczy i niepowtarzalny klimat, którym tak bardzo się szczyci.
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