So many times has he wanted to go back in time and change the actions he did, to block out lies he was told, to have never entered the lighter side of Thomas' mind. Virgil Sanders would constantly try to forget it all, and for the most part, he succeeded. He hid away most of his past old memories, forcing himself to forget so he can try to live a bit more happily. However, He can't keep memories locked away forever, and finally one day, his memories broke down the mental wall he built and seeped into his life. Memory after memory he kept getting reminded of his past, and the job he never finished that he was sent to do.
(Art I'm using for the cover: https://prettyinaccurate.tumblr.com/ )