"I won't be here forever, we won't be constantly together forever. Who knows, feelings all together just might subside, but I want to cherish the times before all of that. Before we're apart, before feelings dissipate. I want to hold you in my arms, the smell of my cologne mixing with your ocean blue shampoo. We won't have all the time in the world, I will have to leave soon and kiss you goodbye. Until then I want to memorize how your breath feels against my neck, and how your eyes look like a kaleidoscope of perfect stars up close. Until then, as long as we are inches apart and connected by our fingers intertwined, You are mine and I am yours" • to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything ― what a waste! (THIS BOOK WILL NO LONGER HAVE UPDATES! THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT 💖)