blue is so cold.
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Last published Wed, Jan 30, 2019
Bokuto Koutarou is your average college 2nd year: he's lively, adores space and owls, and is exceptionally good at volleyball. But no one is truly the same outside and inside. Deep down, Bokuto deals with a number of mental issues that all stem from the need to please the people around him as well as make them the happiest they can be. Only when he's forced into a support group for his depression does he meet someone who just might turn his entire world around. This someone's eyes are a beautiful green and blue concoction.
Blue isn't beautiful, in this someone's world. Blue made him feel cold, and blue marked the end of what could've truly been beautiful.
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