⚠️ this story contains elements of depression, panic attacks, abuse, alcoholism, self harm, swearing, and murder (just in a nightmare) please read with caution ⚠️ Y/n is a shy girl who loves to sing. She seems happy and like nothings going on but at home because her parents are alcoholics she is beaten and abused. Because of her parents abusing her, she has bad panic attacks when anyone just as little as brushes up against her. This goes on for the majority of her life. It started in 3rd grade and has lasted so far into 7th grade. This goes on for many years until her idol comes to her school. this story is discontinued. it was a pleasure to be able to write at the time, i hope you enjoy the story :D -E