The Rush
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Ongoing8m
Last published Sun, Sep 30, 2018
" It's time to let you go. The way that you kissed, smiled & smelled. I have to let it go. The way your hands felt on my waist, the way you say my name, I have to let go,
and so do you "
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( Both characters are real life people, but in this ss I'm just treating them like random book characters (also changed her name a little )
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