Unknown Body

Have you ever find yourself lost in a place where your eyes can see nothing but total darkness? And inside the dark, no matter how hard you try, you can't even find a single path that could lead you straight to your home?
How about waking up every morning, just staring at your physique at a full length mirror for an hour and felt like you don't own a part of it. Like it belongs to someone else and you just force yourself to fit in that form, did you feel it?
Can you sense the lifeless blood running through its very veins forcing the empty heart to continue its useless beat making the worthless body to do insignificant chores? No? Good for you, because each passing day, for the unlucky me, that is what I feel.
I may see things clear but I couldn't perceive my reason to live. I give the right answers to questions but I couldn't answer mine. I am about to give up but a voice stops me, giving me an answer to the question I never try to ask. Not even to myself.