IWTTGOY
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MatureOngoing
Last published Sun, Oct 14, 2018
I knew falling for him was a bad idea. I knew from the start that this would happen, but I let it be anyway. Cause it was with how I felt when I was with him. I knew I will never get to feel like that again. So I braved the path till it lead me, us, to something that we're unsure of. I knew that loving him means constantly being unsure.
This is probably not gonna last, but how long is it gonna last?
T R I G G E R W A R N I N G
Mentions of suicide, depression, drugs, etc. Read at your own risk.
DISCLAIMER
To be clear, this is not, actually, a work of pure nonfiction. Although this is true, it may not be entirely factual. Many parts have been fictionalized in varying degrees, for various purposes. I have tried to recreate events, locales and conversations from my memories of them. In order to maintain their anonymity in some instances I have changed the names of individuals and places, I may have changed some identifying characteristics and details such as physical properties, occupations, age and places of residence.In some cases I have compressed events; in others I have made two people into one. I have occasionally embroidered. I learned early that the most important thing in life is a good story.
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